I am on poison

warning : yesterday today roundup

Sick face, i just realize i will have my side beard soon.. shaving shaving shaving spice girl!

Yesterday Sunday i just got  a dead flu, as you look my sick face i just able  to stay home instead of going out for whole weekend,  sneezing every 5 minute till no tissue  left to wiped my running nose. I cant sleep properly so i decide to watch VSFS as  the night goes

I dont care people called me pervert, I just love to see beautiful sexy women so what?

I dont know why beautiful chick have to married handsome men instead of average guy like me, ceh.. Miranda Kerr  married with Orlando Bloon and Adriana Lima was having  a baby with NBA star!. Whos left for me??? Me me me, sohai ! so i keep cursing the karma until i felt a sleep

 

 

This camera is will be my new haul soon.. hopefully this month

Luckily i wake up early and arrive office before 0900 am before morning meeting started. For whole day i was poisoning by LX5 camera and in seriously considering to buy it. It is normal i been poison like this especially before payday  LOL.

The girl is so cute make me wanna have that camera too. NX5  commercial is poisoning me.. huhu

Then after continue more researching, then my heart split to two because of this commercial..Arg dilemma dilemma dilemma . Ok before i finish i wanna share something:-

 

Silence is a secret whisper

Ok first of all, what i am saying here is all about myself, my inferiority and scariness deal with the reality. Sesungguhnya reality is hurt, happiness based on sacrifice, life consist of relationship, and reaction. For me, sometime there is something need to be share and there is something need to keep by myself. Cautious with the consequence later.

The question is why we need to be secrecy? Honestly i would like to express all my inner thought to the world, but i just can’t. That why i just be silence if there something bothers me up. I just don’t want it cause a chain reaction to others. I try to share my problem with my closed friend but it sometimes it just  just not worth .I just didn’t get the feedback what i want and relevant with my situation. Some people just a good listener and some of it just a good advisor, and to have people that have both ability for ones, it is rare. I not even have both of those skills. The truth is people behaviour are complex, confusing and sometime illogical to explain or translate. We can’t judge it based on our totally perception because it unfair to him/ her.

My dirty secret.

• I am totally crush with my bff but i just can’t  confess to her,  i fear of rejection and afraid it will  break our friendship
• I want to say she just beautiful on what she had but still i keep troll him with critic and silly jokes
• The reason is say NO to  her because i really care

That right, hypocrite is my secret

I respect people silence.

Ps :  no PS !

 

 

 

 

Audiophile world ..

warning :  Love to  write this 😀

this is what i do almost everyday during free time

First of all i apoligize if my view  of this audio world is different  or wrong compare to other pros out there. Humble speaks, i just new in this and i effing love it. Again i dont shamefaced said that i am  noobie with a lot to learn. Based on my understanding , audiophile is a people that really seek  for hight quality sound. Based on personal judgement, or individual preference on what they look for. For example, some of  audio freak  is looking for clearity , some of it looking for high volume of bass or rare sound like water drop, flying bee etc etc.

my Hi Fidelity gadget for music haunting

I just started this hobby when i brought my new ipod touch, then i dont really satisfied with my earphone until i get my latest AT ( Audio Technica) headphone for it. As for you info, audiophile rely on high fidelity equipment  to  full-fill  their hunger, like headphone, music player,   quality music  file also important like wav. mp3 , FLAC and bla bla bla. This software and hardware for audiophile is not cheap, like my AT headset  is cost 300+  but still it is not good yet.

the feeling of mixing, looping , scratching, effect and tweaking music is indescribable

Then my passion  evolve from a hardc0re listener to experiment and produce my own style of sound. So  i just start mixing and scratching stuff. As i see Jedi also had his own turntable , i am glad because we have same passion of  it. Maybe i can borrow from him or he can teach me of his skill, and steal his idea a bit hehe. Believe it or not, i can sit whole day mixing , recording stuff without thinking of anything except  music. Then i just save it on my ipod for my daily  hear .  hehe.

end

p/s : I am just newbie, so i cannot say much about this until i become pro 2-3 years later. my wish hihi.

: I am DJ wannabe with no money in a pocket .

Miri trip again

Warning : I love Miri part II

Plan sebenar mok post this thread actually a week ago, tapi yalah due to unforeseen circumstances finally i  manage to do it. Hum before that,  need to update what new happening today. So far NOTHING lol, ( why i keep using LOL , nowadays huh? ) . Ok back to the point, the timimg i went to MIRI was perfect, arrive hometown di pagi Hari Raya Haji when everyone at my home busy with open house. So when sampei d rumah tek, walla macam tetamu VIP hehe. A lot of guess and awal2 dah kenak stamp di palak ” bad impression” from my relative, my moms, my mom friend and friend of  my mom friend LOL. I just forgot to take off my earing sebab terlalu sore and jaded stayback whole morning cautious sik mok miss out this early flight.

” Fashion pa di pake ko ya !” first 2 dah kenak repak, so cepat2 bukak earing and mintak maaf di hari raya. And my relatives have a different view, ” kenak sik pake baju melayu teruss? macam orang cina jak berjalan make seluar pendek ” dush head-shot. And my cousins is different gik , ” miming kaka KL ngan aku ” dush triple headshot. But as you know i am cool rasta person. So menjawab dalam keadaan joking.. LOL. Start that day i been called ” macam pelancong” by my mom. Sebab she sees me as a different person in sense of fashion. Did i change? i dont think so, i still write my blog in Sarawak bah.. kan kan. Actually there are 2 – 3 invitation that day, so i have to decline all of them sebab terlalu kepak dan mengantuk. From my ex- coworker, cik Rita and my uncle house.  Others reason because there were a guest at home need to be entertain, especially my mom friend. Walau pun sik rapeh terpaksa la merapeh diri since takut di warning by my mom ” dont drop my waterface yea!” haha jokingly. And for 2 month finally merasa makanan MAK, walaupun sik semua nya masak.

Me : Wah mak kitak polah sate kaaaa? ( nada excited)

mom : Sekda lah, banyak kerja molah ya!, sate ya beli, daging black paper ya adik ko masak,  ayam ya usu ko masak, ngan kuih ya kakak ko polah

Me : Abis ya kitak masak pa???? ( nada sedikit kechiwa)

moms : Kelupis…

me : Dangggg.. ( sambil makan kelupis buatan my mom)

Without rasa malu, i just laying on the grass enjoying ocean view

Not disappointing  la, the food that made by kasih sayang and semangat kerjasama nang always nyaman. Then after puas berdengkur d hari raya, petang ya my cousin dengan proudly presentnya datang ke rumah dengan kereta ( dang.. progress). Mentang2  lah dah ada lesen P ditangan, so nya embak aku pergi round2 miri and then heading to Marina Bay to feel MIRI ocean breeze. Awesome  feeling, 2 month sik nangga  laut , rasa macam jakun jak rupa, nasib sik sampe tahap pungas muka tek..  :-). On the night we just go for a drink at Monkey Bars .

little ah long’s

my beloved belalang tempur still lahau jet ( bahasa mirek)

Roudza boutique, my cousin shop at Piasau area

2nd day di Miri, time for all my niece, sebab working day for everyone kan so i just play with all of them and bring  all for shoping. walaupun dah beli present dari KL sik puas hati anak buah aku ya, nya madah sik best, padahal barang nok di beli ya import from Japan bah, Gundam. Bukan main convince sdak nya benda tuk nang sikda d miri . Just wasted my time, my bad also, how should  kid know about original or non original toys, expensive or non expensive, or etc. They just want toys with a battery , joystick , and can be control. So in the end, they just want RC car to race! huh . Then petang my other cousin invite me to see his boutique at Piasau, so me and my cousin just go there using my beloved belalang tempur. I am proud of my girl cousin, she is entrepaunur, the shop is not bad at all, :-). After that we just lepak at Searhorse Bistro and bercerita pasal cerita hantu causes my cousin afraid to go home that night and sleep at my home LOL

mini Chinatown

the deadly voodoo doll made by cik buthurt

3rd Day, i m the man with a mission, back packing around Miri, hehe. So after done all my banking stuff , i  go to  little China for Cendol, and i just walking from Electra House -> Mega Hotel -> Imperial -> Parkson. Mun dolok sik betah mok berjalan sia, but since in KL dah biasa kan, heh pejam mata jak dah sampe LOL. So after wathcing Harry Porter Movie yang lame di parkson, I have a dinner and with cik Susie & Shila Roz at Pizza Hut and with buthurt and cyborg at After 3 .Too bad it not serve midin there LOL

Miri idol rejected

Rockstar wannabe

4rd Day, Time for enjoy and small party, so i just invited my friend and cousin and younger brother to have a good time at Rex Box. And my friend just bring  all of us with  his Mitshubishi Lancer ( eventhought he just frustrated that Proton just release Inspira yg sebijik macam kereta nya )  speeding across the by pass road for a speed test . I still remember what he says to me ” With this car, you will got chick attention” LOL . Yea it a slick car, but sorry my life is not build for attention. I know he just stress like me also sebab next day he have to go back to oil rigs and spending a month in hell LOL. That night was my friend night, when he sing, everyone silence, especially singging Anuar Zain song. For others, we just screaming out with short breath and then blame each other because rain outside LOL. Another tips from him ” To seduce chick , you have to sing better,” Cey.. playerzz.. haha but really he is a players. Without a doubt lagu Nadia – Salam Untuk Kekasih is best theme song that night singing by me and my cousin, And my brother, he is Awie wannabe singing Wing song whole night.

Departure day, i spend a time to attend Majlis Bercukur for my cousin  twin baby. Lucky for her, she just got 2 twin boys and both are soo adorable.  Then fly back to KL and work for next day. Honestly i dont see my mom much during this trip because she busy with kenduri stuff. And i also not melekat at home, gago keluar exploring miri. Yea it a bit sad i missed out bubor pedas and midin , but there will be next time right? Just keep positive i will get that opportunity later.

End

P/s :

• I meet someone special there, but not mention in this thread, she just wanna me to keep under the radar, as you wish.. 😛
• Feel sorry to Ridwan , he still on detention.. LOL
• Time makan di SRS miri that day , i  just found out that Bunkface & Hujan will perform at Miri Indoor Stadium this coming Dec, ticket can be buy at the restaurant. Look like my brother and cousin will have a great time then. Who said miri sekda concert? LOL

 

FAIL .. stuck in nowhere!

warning : Merepak thread, jangan baca kalau BN supporter

10 PM, i just arrive from work.  Imagine im out from office arround 0639 PM , but due to shit , it  totally  spoil my  day. Camtuk ceritanya, on the way walking to Raja Chulan Station, i see  all people were crowded at the station. Ingat kan ada concert tek d sia. Rupanya monorail service temporary down sebab ada pokok tumbang at Bukit Nenas station. So everyone waiting la , macam nunggu flight Air Asia la pulang. So after a while nunggu at the stesen and no update news hear from the  staff. So ambik keputusan mauk sight seing KL la for a while.  So i just have a walk to Bukit Bintang from there.

After snap some picture on the way to Bukit Bintang,  so i went la to Bukit Bintang monorail to see the latest news. Then see the tv screen update showing that estimate serviceable  50 minute to 1 hour. That is good news, so i just go to tapau makanan for dinner kelak and take more photo. It is weird how KL change ,  from the shop, entertainer people, and people arround. Dolok banyak emo fashion around here, kinek tuk dah tukar season. More to skaters, hot chick  and lelaki lembut berpleseran. An  hour past, still not serviceable yet ,  so i decide go to shoping sikit. Walaupun belum terimak, available balance maseh ada sikit  hihi,  so just grab new toy hauls, marshmallow ( for marshmallow BBQ d rumah) and some DVD.

2 hours passed, still no update and didalam hati dah start merepak dah. Bukan ” i love the way tou lie” pun version, more to ” I love the way you scam us”. Start la menyumpah didalam hati sebab kepak berdiri, cursing bomba la, Barisan Nasional, Taxi. Here the tips, mun y all  in area hot spot like bukit bintang, taxi here is a  great scammer and expert singging  the way you lied. So better watch out for that, Luckily ada  cik IKA tek pake tempat mengadu, mun sik dah berlagu sorang2 d sia sambil nengar mp3 kuatan terlalu boring melampau. Then after a while  ada orang kelaie, what a F@#&!, nasib nya jauh tek, mun sik dah ku snap gambar nya post d cyberspace. Uncivilized people lack of knowledge sunggoh!.

Sampey fedup, lastly monorail back operational, baruk la rasa cool sikit. Actually aku bukan marah pasal stuck d KL for almost 4 hours, I just frusted and mad, eating french fries layu and lempam. Rasa mok nangis jak rasa.. Nang serakararu bah !

P/s : I dont vote BN anymore, walaupun belum register sebagai pemilih.

:   withered and shrunken fries, that mad me! luckily my marshmallow is still  edible!

: conspirasi BN   maybe

reblog and blogwalking

Warning : I just reblog, it is not my copyright. I read and   get  inspired when reading it

“My life isn’t perfect, but it does have perfect moments”

” I love the RASMUS”

“Its funny how when Im loud, people tell me to be quiet, but when Im quiet, people ask me whats wrong with me”

“if a relationship treat it with respect and kindness”

”  I always use sarcasm…it’s just easier than arguing with stupid people…just sayin “

“ku dpt lah jd lanun gik ngn cita takashi sorimachi, kak ya kmk 2 dpt lepak kat kedai kak oyah butik raudza stail area piasau 1st time…haha…walaupun rock..mun lepak kat butik kazen sndrk x slh nak haha…bju opuan jak ada cia”

“Lupakan Warisan Merdeka — Plaza Rakyat bila nak siap??”

“Sometimes I don’t know if life is rewarding my efforts or punishing me ”                                                                                 HAPPY THANKSGIVING

” One day your going to realize just how much you love me and on that day I’m going to realize how much i deserve someone better”

Sometimes I just look up, smile and say, “I know that was you God! Thanks!”

” I am contented” “Dan bila ku sedar…. aku hilang dari kewujudan…”

“I hate you, not because I don’t like you but because I love you. I’ve tried to convince myself that you’re not worth the tears, but my heart doesn’t believe it”

“thinks women are like tornados.  In the beginning there’s a lot of sucking and blowing.  In the end, the car’s gone, the house is gone..”

thanks for inspirational word peeps.. keep on writing..

END

p/s : my ideas? maybe later..  still mengumpul guts untuk menjadi sinikal.. watch out readers! 😛

: just realize, i  love blue

 

 

day blues

warning : Never blame any day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience, and the worst days give you a lesson..

Honestly i do  feel really lazy to write, but after something happen today. It better for me to pause a bit and spend a time to express my thought to anonymous. There is a lot to share, but i have to hold it since i m not into the mood to published it yet. Maybe later , sooner.. will see..

Hard time called for  awesome  music, that what i describe my day today. It not just me to feel that way, all of  staffs is under pressure. Catching new dateline, not enough man power. It  is not excuses for all of us. We pay  well to deliver well and that is a  fact. Just one of the day, a single spark ignite deadly fire,  and cause conflict between all of us. Let just say one of difficult moment. I really thought that jedi had assemble a great individual  to the group, the genius, joker, newbie, till to perfectionist but still we are human. To bad for  him, we are not robot that can be gels easily. As for me , i still on driven and i believe about important  lesson come out with this. It just realize how important to express out thought professionally  and not on personally. Open talk, be real and assertiveness.

It just is a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day that all  of us have to face sometime .. it is LIFE

 

P/s : I just found one of my colluges spending his time at KLCC fountain after today case.. Badly KL doesnt have a lot peacefull place to serenade. Chill out guys!

: For me.. i get used with “day of  blues” since at AWAN, dont worry i recover.. 😀

im so high…

warning : high mood

look what i just brought today

p/s : premium cigar

Food raid…

warning : travel for food with a budget RM50

alo, welcome to food & travel, and today i will give you all  a tips how to  enjoy food with budget only RM50 in pocket. First of all , make sure your belly is fully empty and if necessary try to skip your breakfast and lunch before you start a move.  Beep ( switch language ok )  make sure embak duit pecah for LRT fee , ada kenak repak oleh sidak kaunter tegal bayar RM50 for 1:20 tambang lrt. Angolnya kelak pusin2 mencarik duit balance  hoho.;

 

muka berpuasa !

Ok ready to go,  for me benda penting mun time mok adventure pusin KL is semestinnya Google Maps. Sebab kita siktauk where will us be and which direction need to go. The best thing here is majority LRT stesen have internet just for google map only tapi bukan for web surfing macam layan facebook , foursquare, twitter or other.  But you can see google map on your iphone / ipod apps to know where your location is.

 

B

Ok lokasi food raided ari tok is dekat  PWTC area, The Mall . Tempat ya nang a bit  hidden compare to Bukit Bintang, KLCC, or Berjaya Bintang Square.  But this putra Mall complex for me is special sebab nya full of restaurant and food variety, Your name it, from Secret recipe , Starbuck, International Cuisine Restaurant sampe la ke restoran melayu  under one building. And sampe aritok pun  tuk aku maseh belum abis explore food d sia. But as today, since craving dengan muffin tek kan , so my first food stop is Kenny Rogers Restaurant 🙂

 

This is norm place i go mun craving for muffin. So i just order new KR promo Chicken & Pasta meals, spegetti bolognese  beef with a rostead chicken and  mushroom source pour top of it. I really enjoy spagetti at KR, sebab nya serve adequate amount of pasta yang that ordinary human can finish. Mun some resturant, pasta nya nang banyak tapi kuah nya sikit and some of it backward. There is no special about the food actually sebab dah biasa makan sia.But i really enjoy the souce and beef on it. The chicken is too common and hard to finish since terpaksa pake knive and fork . For drink, i just try new beverage called  Jewel treasure coctail with a jelly on the bottom. And of course  vanilla muffin with choc inside, sik boleh makan banyak muffin sia, cepat lejuk. 🙂

 

For appetizer, normally i go with Auntie Annes Pretzels . But hari tuk i just try cinnamon rolls by CINNABON. First impression, the smell of cinnamon ya spoil me abit, sebab roll ya   will be reheated in ther box before serve to customer. That why time bukak jak kotak ya bau cinnamon ya mengancam sungguh!. Food fact : Did you know cinnamon have a good effect to fight diabetes and cancer?.  Ok continue on food review, after a single bite,  it is fucking good, a bit of sugar cream, salt, and rotinya is so smooth . Mun di luar nangga macam keras  more like hard bread, but after one bite, i just continue until all of it vanished tanpa disedari hihi. again dont  eat to much of this , you may sik abis kelak. 🙂

 if i cant finish it, he does!

Ok since ada balance money lebih, so i decided to buy Double Cheese Burger with a large fries for dinner terus. And walla,that  how spend  money for a good food. Honestly i am not a food lover , i just eat what i want and when i want to. But as a routine, i just eat at  the stall with nasi goreng and air bandung not more than 10 ringgit. I still think food here is much more cheaper compare to borneo, where you had variety of it and it tatste delicious. For example: for my breakfast i just go with 2 blackpaper pau or nasi lemak  with not more then RM5 ringgit and i easily can skip my lunch and just have dinner later on. Everywhere you go  , there is a different food installed. For me , sometime i taste RM70 sushi meal or RM50  of  good steak at the steakhause but still i love my native food most : midin , linut and bubor pedas :-).

Here are the what i spend today

Kenny Rogers RM :  30.35

Cinnabon         RM : 5:80

Mc D                  RM :  10.34

Total                       :  I am full like sloth now

p/s : Luckily i food not affect my body. So my weight always maintain.. Hell yea hella

: Who say you cannot enjoy food ?

woot woot

Warning : This is thread when geek going wild

Just  back home  from party our 2.5- 2.6 official release party, for those  HO client, soon you will see  what is it. New interface, feature and more stable version that hopefully make your life much more easier and easier. So today Mr Jedi and Jinx ( as a party man) organize a party to celebrate it. For me this is  the wildest party ever because we just survive a month of hell working this shit done. There two reason why this party is soo special

• All new comer staff are joining in  and attend this party ( except for our architect )
• There is no dateline anymore

So the party start around 5 pm held in jinx apartment . And Jedi just pop up a bottle of champagne as a tradition , but this time the expensive ones, and i even unable  finish a glass  it.. LOL, yea ia m beer guy, and i dont drink expensive stuff. But as salute we cheers together. And as usual, jinx  reserve  my special drink for me only, the carslberg gold :-). And off course the devil water , the tequila, geez it it wild make you drunk just for one shot. Luckily i am stick with i have. And jinx, he just a very good cook, serve us well  with all his variety food.

And of course, when geek party, first rule is keep away from our handphone. Because all of us is easily get distracted. Like Jedi said, playing with handphone or gadget  during party or eat just anti -social. I totally agreed with that . But i also cannot live without it  even a second LOL. To make our entertain, Jinx just come out with  a game, a buzz game. No need to explain because it a game for nerd . You may bored whan i talk about it. Then we all also invite some guess, the girl working same place with us to join in. And for the first time, they were just shocked because we party hell like a class, champagne, champagne and champagne. And of course not  all of us  a drinker, some of us drink cola and milk . haha 🙂

Ok enaugh said enjoice the pic.. have a nice week end peeps.

p/s : we all just decline after party arrangement because we all not drinker.. we all just chills 🙂
: Who ever new joiner later, beware.. the true colour of us is when we all got drunk,, LOL

uni student still not get it!

warning : Hatred thread

3 post of the day damn i am zombie right now with sleepy deprivation mode. ” life is easy”” creative is ignited”opportunity is out there” and bla bla positive tag line created by them. Hey girl and boy life is a hustle. It is not easy! do you think you will get better job after grads, your dreaming! yes your a fucking dreaming .. and pls continue, you will be tanam anggur in you whole life!

Haha it make me laugh when you saying your certificate definitely  get you better jobs.  You just make me puke, honestly if i need to make a choice between your qualification with college dropout student, i will choose the dropout guys. Why? because you so called uni grads for me just a fragile. Just sucking money from parent without knowing  how to stand and survive by your own. Haha your lavish , comfy , and enjoyable campus life is temporary. Just keep happy, happy and happy until you come out and seek for jobs.

You think, all about fashion, all about popular, and all about cute , bla bla with other fairy dream you think about future. Have you  feel starving? hustling? get beat down? being neglected? nope i dont think so, you just have zero experince. So showoff and selling your certificate around is not working dear. Go back see people surround you , it is not easy to up through!. OK let create scenario for it, assuming you a socialite people at campus, well known, good grads with  fashionable icons. Try to work and let see how you maintaint that in real life? i bet you just living with credit card then, supporting all you taste eventhough you just know you pretend dumbfool cant afford it . How pity .. honestly pity to you.

haha when you see people can afford and you cant you start blaming your jobs, low pay scale, and blaming people around because of lack opportunity given. Damn you just  make puke again . Haha job is not about fashion dear, it is not important what you wear or what you sentimental sense is. It all about hustling  and using more brain instead acting as fag. You just cant afford to live the life at campus anymore. So pls stop pretending. You just a fucking noobie

There is no use to show off me with your sense and certificate. I dont make a glance of it. Haha brag more about your stupid DSLR, Iphone, BB,  prada gucci your wear off and still i dont make a glance of it. That why when noob acting as pros, you still a noob,your action clearify all unmatured!. I admire people that crawling from bottom on the way to the top, earning asset from their own, hardworking, and know how the value of earning.

Just a simple advise..

 

p/s : i dont hate fresh grads, as long they know they are not that special. And know there are stupid and naive also. work is all about lesson also ok