Local act & Life art

Warning : A random thinker? 

1) What is my intepretation of indie?

– Not to complicated anything, i just thing indie is something rare and underground. Most of people will say indie is independence, auk i am agree with that statement. Just add on  with that, indie is not Independence jak, kelak orang madah indie is producing something that syok sendirik, mok ko ? . Of coz not bah.. indie is more toward producing  something that  ori, executed with your own style of music and perspective yang relevant.

2) Band list or indie performers?

–  Other than Radiohead and Coldplay, i am also kipas susah mati of Bjork, for me bjork is female version of Thom Yorke, way better than lady gaga or Madonna. Mun local i like Hujan ( first album), OAG , Couple and more , overall  i totally support local act. GOGOGOGO . Mun indon, White shoes & The Couple Company ,Shaden ( old school dude!) and yada yada.

3) Interpretation of art?

– Love is one of art, feeling that crafted between each other. Love is art because it consist of relationship that have it own aesthetics which is appreciation , affection toward other person, based on attractive of qualities or sense of connection.

4)

Definition of stranger?

-Stranger is fitrah or natural tendency. So dont be surprise about it, like when you have a friend and now you become stranger again.. Stranger occurs when both party becoming ego, awkward, succumb or give up between each others. I may said it just coward act to say Hi again.

 Best friend?

5)

Dueces bro! Cool story bro!

-People around you that you accepted who you are, raspect your interest  and freely express his  thought to you without feel hesitate for your own good. Bestfriend is people that guide you, lend his shoulder when you feel down and cheer with you feel when you awesome.

6) Hope?

I think the reason I sit here hope because no one is truly care

sos : somethingsiwrote

-Being  passive but had a dream for the  better future. Despair people that  always emotes, with less action and more strident.

7) Crush to someone?

-A form of love which is temporary and superficial . I may say it is just strong emotion that make you experiencing butterfly on your belly.  You either become her fan , or psychos or lover toward your crush on the next stage .

8) Interpretation of love life?

-A war, A chess game,  A gamble with no validate secure to each other.

9) Humble thought?

-People that  had experiencing of failing and learning from it and lastly having strong opinion about it. I would say modest people that doesnt care about anything else except for what his believe.

10) What is special?

-Something unique, striking , attractive and have a personas. Something that  keep for view only. E.g : Star, Moon, and people

What is open relationship?

11)

– A mutual  relationship between man and women that agree to become partner without expecting  more than that.

Something cool? 12 )

-A person that own his style , a trend setter, modest, and able to out-spokes his thought when required

P/s : I just like a tumblr!

My 200 post dedicate to “Maria Ozawa Main Bowla”

warning : facepalm ahead

Mesti torang ingga pahal aku suka nyebut “matilaaa maria ozawa bha main bowla”. Semua orang tauk bah maria ozawa ya pornstar japan, tanyak ngan geng laki torang , semua kenal nya empuan. Yup nya kiut, kedak paris hilton hoho.

Tapi just for your info, maria ozawa main bowla ya actually a slang or peribahasa, kira sik lamak gik nya akan di jadi memes internet oleh aku and all my buddy later hahaha..

Hum asal usul , nya start dari kawan aku, then melarat rah aku, ya actually start from slang sdak orang tua2 d MLNG bintulu nun,haha jauh kan. Yup slang ya keluar time jepun kenak langgar tsunami riya. Semua orang gago pasal matila doremon, pokemon , and godzilla kenak tsunami, tapi sdak orang tua2 sia gago sal benda lain , ” camne la maria ozawa dsinun? ‘ haha.. nengar cerita ya dari wan der petz molah ku lekak lekik tetak…

Then kan after one month, jepun kenak gempa bumi lagik, time ya juak la jepun lagik gago dengan radiasi, ya sdak orang tua beliang hati kesian nangga nasib sdak jepun , lalu la keluar complete sentence nya ” Matilaaaaa mariaa ozawaaa bhaaa main bowlaaaa”. haha nang mun nengar first2 macam sekda kaitan jak main bowla ya dengan maria ozawa ya. Tapi mun ikot asal usul nya, time ya sdak orang MLNG  kaka sal nasib sdak jepun ya time main bola rah padang, lekak main bol rilek2. Lalu lah bercantum main bowla ya haha.

So in the end, peribahasa ya bermaksud  ” sudah jatuh di timpa tangga ‘ , but some of us using it as a ” berani mati statement” . So if orang madah “matilaaa maria ozawaaaa bha main bowla” kira nya ngeluar statement berani mati dah ya time nya di timpak tangga ‘ haha.

P/s : siap la banyak meme d polah ku lekak tuk.. 

      :  Ok sik Vlog ku ya?

V log : trial up hahaha

Warning : Apologize for my goofy , and bad tone.. i am not a singer 

It  take 1 hour to tight it  all up, my next vblog will be better. Dont share pls i am embarrassed

password : iamagoofy

Untitled from banekrocha on Vimeo.

P/s : matila maria ozawa kenak record 

Kayo2 time hujan

warning : Yo, wassap duck..

Nang best mun KL tuk hujan bisya ada burung bangau melimpas, lekak ya ya ada itit berlombak rah sungai gombak, bisya lekak ujan ada burung pipit bertenggek rah wayar telepon, berdating. Bisya tetiba jak ada katak melompat masuk balit rah parit berenang kupu kupu, then pepatung flyover rah parit ya nangga katak suk kedirik. Bisya ada burung kuak melimpas jalan. huh nang * nella fantasia.. Kompon aku tergoleng – goleng rah rumput sambil bukak mulut minum aik ujan. 🙂

TOK sik , sekali KL hujan macam kenak simbah k baldi jak, kenak gik berimpit basak2 rah LRT stesen, nella fantasia panama ya.( merepak ) nasib ku tek ada payung walaupun kasut basak ninjak jalan nok berlobang – lobang masuk rah Mall. Terkayo kayo dalam ya nunggu sungkei. Rah opis tek sik juak bz, sempat gik ku duak brenai nangga tiket belon maseh ada ka sik. Tapi belum beli.. bekkkkk.. Tangga dolok la, takut ada jualan runtuh :)Ne tauk ada helikopter awan inspirasi charter ngambik kmk duak kelak:). Nang nellaaa fantasssiaaaa

Dalam Mall tek, leka terkayo kayo tek tetiba lah tertarik ngan sigek butik ya , baju melayu nya nang kacak, leka nangga patung berbaju melayu ya, lalu lah teringat dengan mak tercinta d miri tek. So dudok la dalam butik ya tek kedak orang kaya nepon orang rumah d miri nun. Otedah semua gago bersamak barang dapur, tegal majerin nok dipake dolok officially disahkan tidak halal. Merepak mak kejap, lekak ya emo nya sik mok molah kueh sebab takut ku sik balit. Sak kakak ku jak molah padahnya. Sian orang tua ya, sekpa ku ada oder biskut dari cik achika tek. Mun torang mok makan biskut sedap oder jak dari nya di sitok . Murah jak, RM130 termasuk pos 4 balang. ( p/s : oi kmk dah promote biskut ktk , diskaun k!)

Ya lah terus mendapat idea mok memberik suprise untuk ibunda tersayang tek, lalu la nanyak amoi sia, ” moi kalau saya mau beli untuk mak saya mana bagus owh’ blur jak amoi ya nangga aku, sebab dari tadik ku belek2 baju melayu jak sia. Ku d KL tuk dah sik malu dah masuk butik, since selalu kenak tarit semut keluar masuk kedey empuan, sampe kedei baju dalam youu! iboh torang suprise.. ko tek kacakkkkkk!!!! ( sorry kak lehot kejap)

Lalu la amoi nunjuk ku sigek -sigek baju kacak sia tek. ” Ini cantek, itu cantek , semua cantek’ nang plentey nya kejap ngan aku ” saya lupa saiz pa mak saya’, saya takut salah beli lor” madah ngan amoi ya, mok call rumah takut sik suprise dah, lalu lah nya volunter jadi model tek, ‘ada saiz macam saya ka?’ lamak ku merati nya, imagine kejap nya jadi mak aku tek, ” u berapa umo?” selambar jak nanyak nya, “26” padah nya balit. Boley tahan juak amoi ya tek, kiut ‘ mak saya tinggi sikit dari kamu, lawa sikit” reaksi amoi ya “facepalm”. Terus la ku call kakak ku d johor, nya madah saiz ‘ M ‘ . So ku beli la saiz M tek, dengan amoi ya jadi model aku. Dah beli duak pasang pake mak ku, amoi ya madah mun beli more than 400 dapat free baju. Hum terus la ku bercadang mok meli baju melayu pake aku tek, belek punya belek tetiba jak rasa rugi mok meli, aku ukan mok beraya pun. Lalu la ku beli k kakak ku sigek tek kedong pengorbanan nya molah kueh raya tahun tuk. Bisya amoi ya padah ini “free give untok kamu” kemeja , butik sia juak, kacak juak la.

Ya lah sempat la amoi ya interview ku, nanyak keja seney, balit sine dan sebagainya. Tauk la ku hemsem.. tapi ku kan jenis lelaki alpha ataupun ” alpha male’. Sik tauk maksud ya? tanyak brader google. Leka melepak d butik ya tek, lalu lah singgah g butik lain, meli tudung matching ngan baju ya. Walaupun tudung ya sekda orang assist macam amoi ya tek. Ku doa nya matching la, sebab ku pun taste tuk ” pilhan kamikaze pun style’ , Tapi sik la naive gilak sampe mok meli tudung YUNA, or SHAWL, or ada REPOL BUNGA k mak ku tek. Ada nerais OMG orang kampung nangga mak ku seorang artis kelak. Beli besa -besa jak 🙂

Abis meli,, bergaut mok sungkei, check 2 semua restoren penuh, Mc D penuh, Pizza hut penuh, Kenny Rogers penuh. Last last ku beli keropok jak pake mbak balit umah, beli rendang padang bisya lemang k dinner. Ya lah walau aku sik meli apa2 make dirik pun, ku cadang mok meli tiket belon jak kot , cium tangan nya mintak maap, mun dapat ya pun jadilah, bistuk ku try belek2 tiket belon lok, Terpaksa beli juak lah since mak ku dah start merajuk nun hohoho.

So in the end, boh terkejut torang mun ku beraya make loar pendek, ku dah madah awal2 ku balit raya mok molah sdak family and anak buah bahagia. Kongsi – kongsi rezeki sikit ngan sdak nya, mbak shoping sikit , duit raya sikit, beli mercun sikit, ok lah ya. Ne tauk ada nangga anak dara kacak2 beraya umah aku d miri nun, seperti roziana rozie, daphne dan lain2. Nellaaaaaaaaa fantaaaaasiaaaaa 🙂

Ok ya jak update k rituk, damage aritok mok dekat 500 ringgit , ujong minggu tok mok g chowkit jap nangga pa dijual sdak sia, ku target mok meli topi bob maley sigek gik pake semayang raya.. haha

P/S : semoga raya torang Nelllaaaaa fantaaaasia juak k! , addict i nengar lagu tuk yo!

argument

warning : the #awkward moment is when your listen to your girlfriend and you realize there is NO future between you two. ✌

When Hacker meet an Atheist ( a love story part 1)

Warning : This may a bit radical thread, click word link for more info!

guess which is who?

For whoever that living inside the igloo, stay there ! A world of blogging are now in haywire, hatred , viral with speculation and lost!

Around 2 pm, I get an email from my friend saying that world of internet finally know whose the hell is Makcik Hajjah Sitt Al – Wuzara identity thanks to the hacker that call them self as #gaysec . For whoever that curios about # Hajjah Sitt , she is the person that flames all the muslim about his blog. The blog have been shut by SKMM but you can try your luck here .

I traced this hot story a month ago leading me to underground world called Atheist Malaysia. It a world of freethinker , atheist apostate and agnostic. Then when #gaysec, release their #ops ramadhan which aim to investigate the identity of the fella, it was on the spotlight again. A brief background about #gaysec, there are the hacker that responsible breach all the data of Streamyx , CIMB, TV3 and many more. Yesterday , they just release a profile of this Hajjah Sitt and it was all over the internet. Curiosity who is she? Try googling yourself.

My opinada

Frankly, the person that been refer was an apostate based on what #gaysec was released. She was active in some in agnostic /apostate blog as herself, and atheist extremist as a Hajjah Sitt. The question is was the #gaysec really hit jackpot about her? Frankly I admire those hacker skill, but I still believe their accusation was not perfect. Some people who defend this girl say that she was suspected blindly without a rigid proof.

As a semi – anarchist/agnostic/freethinker as myself it was wrong to spread this rumors about this girl. Either she a scapegoat or true Hajjah Sitt, she already file a police report about this charges . According from her real blog , she been flood by a death threat , disband by her friend and may lose his job. Yea I know what she done as Hajjah Sitt was horrendously unacceptable, but she will remain innocent until there is a concrete evidence.

#gaysec said there will be last release of this story, perhaps the link between this girl, Hajjah Sitt and her blog. I would like them to release this as soon as they can. A damage already done, a war of racist / atheist/ extremist / religious everywhere on the blog about this.The world of cyberspace is on his dark, when people can express their anger and opinion anonymously. But beware, even being anonymity can be traced on the web!

Freethinker is no wrong, as long you know your boundaries like I mention along long time ago here -> my freethinker 2009

P/s : Calm down, take a breath and use your head before charge people. Let hope the truth will prevail

: sometime not know anything is the best

Why I say RAYA is not for me?

Warning : maybe just me ( episode 1)

I already applied  my Raya  leave, but the funny part is I haven’t  bought the air ticket for balik kampung yet . I bet 90.9%  it already been sold out and high possibility  that I will be stranded here  in KL during this festive season, yea whatever dude. My mom  doesn’t know about it  either my best buddy and cuzie.

• Raya is fun for kid, women and parent. Kid will get ‘ duit raya’ , women made  lot of baju kurung & kebaya and parent will be happy when all their son gathered around. It was the beautiful scene of Raya as we can get. Men?
•  Men not really  need of ‘baju raya’ I haven’t  made new baju melayu for 3 years  since I only wear it once like my friend. Wearing new cloth is not really we care much. Although I   can afford it, my old baju melayu still can be reuse again and again :). Opposite for women ,most of them made 3-5 pair  because they can wear it later for kenduri  or for work.
• Me and my best friend not really into ‘ ngabang‘ mode.I  sometime not visiting my cousin house  for raya cause I always hang out to their house a for a whole year.  Moreover, men not really good into the protocol where they have to behave like a proper, talking with another parent about something that mature and contribute . How many of you guys agreed  that , “ngabang ” will  always  end with you watching TV in their house,  and when commercial, it time to you to ‘go’ and continue watch  TV in other house?
• Men are not into cake or  biscuit lover, There  favorite will always be a peanut, junk food , popia, and anchovies that they can eat & get everyday.

Hari raya make me realize that I had a beautiful  boyish cousin when she have to wear a baju kurung.  At that time it  was a miracle because she behave like an angel without punching other cousin that tease her. It just epic raya..

p/s : to be continued…

Fed up! fark up..

Warning : No curse ?

Ukan senang molah ku merepak time bulan posa tuk. Perut lapar, jiwa lemah so nafsu amarah pun faded juak. Mun mok marah pun mesti pande kendur balit. Sibei CCK ! cb!.

Lamak dah ku sik kaka sal keja tuk, sebab ku rasa ku still dapat absorb nya pun pressure and tension nya. So whatever task nok kenak berik, i just said  fark yeah dengan bos sebab i can still  take it. I try not to be whining about it  coz aku pun sedar  that there is no much thing to do in QA / Tester side since everyone gago in new project which is flight office. Also ku pun sedar what i been paid for ,  and aku sik mok ditunggah  “people who don’t work, but  want others to pay for them while they sit on their asses of  laziness” . So please not need to remind me about that. I always look for task to keep me busy!

So when  i cannot stand about it, i will burst out, scram and pissed of. It not easy for my personality yang introvert tuk untuk mengamuk. I am old already to evaluate which is ok to be mad  and which is  childish act . I can frankly said that i am 60% unhappy with current company right now. Nang la Jedi always said , hang on , sucked it up, be professional and be adjust to the culture and  what so ever. Totally agree,  what he said is ada juak benarnya. Tapi mun nya nok molah something yang opposite, than there is something wrong about him.!

If you ask me, there are  2-3 people agree what i am saying. Pagi2 bukak skype ada jak sdak nya ingga pasal company and Jedi, I just say safe word to them and dont  want to throw more fuel to it. I try to calm the situation and try to be content  as i can. But now, i am pissed off  is not about my task, nok ku sibei ckk menar sebab i been thrown something that not related to my job scope. And this is the second time jedi molah cemya, first when nya tikam ku g Brunei macam cowboy , ku come back and face to face ngan nya and nearly submit resignation letter depan nya. So nya promise nya will fixed the thing, nektuk nya polah gik kedak ya rah aku. Seem like nya dah babo gilak tegal dah tua kot.. CB!

He should understand, managing people is not easy. Bukan semua dapat molah , nya nang sikda ability langsung bab ya. Hire la banyak ne superstar programmer nya sia,  berapa puluh ribu each of them, still sik kan berkekalan sebab nya pun poor management. He keep changing unnecessary thing molah everyone buthurt, and still saying try to understand his situation, fark la, the system is don’t work. Sekejap use Agile BDD, lekak ya TDD pa entah SCRUM d polah nya.  I think i just voice up 50% jak ketidak puasan aku with the company. My colleague have different reason but they agreed what am i saying.

Sorry  readers  torang may feel blur pa di repak ku. Haha, nothing related to you guys, just sharing my own work problem , stress and pressure. Kesimpulannya sekda pekerjaan yang menar2 happy and enjoy di dunia tuk selagi kita still makan gaji kan.

P/s : Try not to care much from now, avoid talking about job afterwork #FML

         : Inhale  exhale try to calm me down.

         : Updating my resume, open my option and consider my other offer. Maybe the drastic act yet best to come?

The Traptmaster of her

warning : Happen before

p/s : inception

1st Ramadhan 2011

warning : menahan puasa dari merokok..

P/s :  tired